Not Done Yet

A Poem

I floated in silence, where time held no name,

A child between worlds, too weary to stay.

Machines whispered prayers that no one could hear

While heaven leaned close and dried every tear.

Then came a voice, not thunder, not fie-

But steady and certain, calling me higher,

“Wake up, My child.  You’re not done just yet.  There’s more to your story you won’t soon forget.”

So I opened my eyes to the weight of the fight.

Leukemia raging, stealing my light.

But breath after breath, I clung to the thread-

Of a God who had plans when the doctors shook their heads

I grew through pain, through shadow and flame,

Where hands should have healed some only brough shame.

But even in silence, in fear and in night, I held onto faith like the edge of the light.

They broke what they could, but the didn’t take all-

There as something inside me they couldn’t make small.

God stitched my heart with His mercy and thread,

And whispered again, “I meant what I said.”

I grew into a woman I carried the scars,

But I learned they were proof I had danced with the stars.

And life, against all odds bloomed wild in my womb-

Miracle children that shattered the gloom.

Now I mother with fire, with softness, with grace,

With God still beside me, still lighting my pace.

I am not what happened, I am what I became-

A vessel of power shaped out of pain.

So, hear this, dear soul, if your path has gone black;

You can fall to the edge and still make it back.

He called me from death, and I won’t forget-

He saved me because He’s not finished yet.


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About Me

I’m Jenny, the heart behind Steele Waters.
I write from my own journey of trauma, healing, and faith so no woman has to feel unseen or alone. This is a space for honesty and hope—where we hold life’s mess and beauty with open hands, practice gentleness with ourselves, and find light even in the dark.

My words are an invitation to breathe, to feel, and to remember that your story matters.